Kamei Eri, Graduation.

hm...

im kinda a new fan to mm..

i only started liking them last years april...

n not much of e graduation strike me...

the 1st graduation i face was kusumi koharu's..

during their ninesmile tour...

im not a big fan of her..but i still feel e shock...

n e saddness when i watch e concert dvd....

esp e last part where she shout "arigato" to her fans withour a mic..

tat was pretty crazy...

T.T

now...

its time...

or...too fast...

its kamei's turn..

they annouce it during a hello pro concert..

tat kamei, jun n lin would be next to graduation from mm...

e reason for kamei was she wated to treat her skin problem..

so..leaving mm is her choice...

"i wan to be a more beautiful lady"

tats wat she say.. n i will never forget it...

her skin condition is pretty bad..

it spread across her neck..legs n hand...

it must be damn tuff to tahan this crap..

n she finally gave up after 8 years...

..............

i fly all e damn way to japan...

almost had a war with e damn singapore armed forces

just to attend her last tour rival survival..

n see her in real life..

3 tickets... 5th row...

damn near...

my 1st concert..i was in e middle..

when she appear.. i jump n scream like mad..

i will never forget e eye contact...

she's like right ahead of me...

through out e concert im like only screaming for her..

n i specially brought a kamei uchiwa

coz i think e eyes..n e feel it give me..was so alike...

i had so much fun...

but that dun really help..coz after e concert..

i love them more..

i love eri more..

i dunwan her to leave.. =(

and during this period im spending like mad..

for her goods..

photocard...concert goods...graduation photobook... album..

all tat damn thing.

i spent to a point i actually feel sick...

but its for kamei..

n im willing to do 2x 24hours guard duty in 4 days...

just for me to buy her goods..

pretty sick... >.<

but..tats how it is man...

ei had give me so much happiness. *tat sounds wrong*

i mean her aho style... so funny. xD

n her sweet voice...

*they should release a album for her hello cover...*

n seeing her with sayu is like...

omfg x 100

but now... only left with sayu i will scream for..

.............

soon... today is e last day for e tour...

at JBC Hall..

n 3 days later..

graduation concert...

at yokohama arena...

n e problem is...

im fucking stuck in e mountain sumwhere in singapore eating my own camo

this sucks..

i would like to cry with her...

OHYAR!  i brought her graduation memories dvd...

n i dun dare to watch it.. xD

waiting for a translated version...

then i confirm cry like mad..

>.<

im sure to get e concert dvd..

n that will be next year

i will have e money =D

i wonder still gt wat would i spend on...

sayu?

maybe..

anyway..

Thank you for everything, Eririn! <3